I really can't help feeling the fact that not one really cares
i could take 20 paracetamol in frount on every one and no one would tell me to stop
i just always have nad feelings in side
I used to be so happy and joyful and never went thought this shit I used to Smile and laugh Everyday now it's very rare I even smile I don't understand it its probley to due with this shit Iv been thought (don't know If I should tell plz comment) and when I was sad I used to be supported and so helped
now I just have to help everyone else and put up with my self
the truth is I could go into school tomorrow my friend could have a panick attack and I would stay with her no matter what and I would help her and give her encourga ment to help and iv always been there for her but if I have anxiety attack I wont get help or anything no one understand!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like I can help a million people but it's not good enought for them to help me and I will says have to cope with myself it's so hard!!!!
idk anymore nothing makes sense it's just like every one wants me to die😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭and Libby is one of my besties and I help her the most I'm her hana and I better helping her than anyone else but I still get pushed to the back!😭😭😭😭😭
its just like Idk if I can do this anymore
it's 6:40 now
I'll be back on at 7:40
hopfully u can help me