No one

I really can't help feeling the fact that not one really cares 

i could take 20 paracetamol in frount on every one and no one would tell me to stop 

i just always have nad feelings in side 

I used to be so happy and joyful and never went thought this shit I used to Smile and laugh Everyday now it's very rare I even smile I don't understand it its probley to due with this shit Iv been thought (don't know If I should tell plz comment) and when I was sad I used to be supported and so helped 

now I just have to help everyone else and put up with my self 

the truth is I could go into school tomorrow my friend could have a panick attack and I would stay with her no matter what and I would help her and give her encourga ment to help and iv always been there for her but if I have anxiety attack I wont get help or anything no one understand!!!!!!!!!!

i feel like I can help a million people but it's not good enought for them to help me and I will says have to cope with myself it's so hard!!!!

idk anymore nothing makes sense it's just like every one wants me to die😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭and Libby is one of my besties and I help her the most I'm her hana and I better helping her than anyone else but I still get pushed to the back!😭😭😭😭😭

its just like Idk if I can do this anymore 

 

it's 6:40 now 

I'll be back on at 7:40 

hopfully u can help me 

hana xx

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Comments (1)

  1. whosed1955

    Girl online is very much disappointed and dishearten. She says that if she takes 20 paracetamol in front of public, no one would stop me. It is the state of custom writing essays so she is in for the last many months and period of the times.

    June 21, 2016